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Movin' Onnnnn :D [Sep. 24th, 2004|05:46 pm]
'~*Tezabell*~'
[* i * Am * Feeling * || |bouncybouncy]
[* i * Am * Hearing * || |Your Screams]

People of LJ-land


I have a new Journal *shock horror*....


So Add Moi or whatever and delete me from this one


Than-cow!!


'Tis


_horrorp0ps_


Luff Tez xxxx

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*Daylights Wasted In A Place Like This* [Sep. 22nd, 2004|04:12 pm]
'~*Tezabell*~'
[* i * Am * Feeling * || |amusedamused]
[* i * Am * Hearing * || |Wankering C.D Player's run out o'batteries :'(]

You are Bettie Page!
You're Bettie Page!

'Parrently I am this woman here...

I see no immensley fat arse...

Also I am L O V I N' the fringe!

Good fookin Job
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*Nothing Really Matters* [Sep. 22nd, 2004|03:45 pm]
'~*Tezabell*~'
[* i * Am * Feeling * || |gay]
[* i * Am * Hearing * || |Lost Prophets | Burn Burn]

Oooh, I get to take AS Music Technology too!

Be prepared for a Ska version of Mozart's Symphony 5

**WOOO**

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Because everybody remembered.... [Sep. 21st, 2004|12:32 pm]
'~*Tezabell*~'

HAPPY

FUCKING

BIRTHDAY

TO

ME

 

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Yes I am VERRRY bored now..... [Sep. 20th, 2004|04:48 pm]
'~*Tezabell*~'
[* i * Am * Feeling * || |gay]
[* i * Am * Hearing * || |My father's incessant moaning]

God, I'm such a liar when it comes to tests :P lol
I AM 76% SKA!
76% SKA
Pick it up, I skank! I am one full-fledged crazy Rudie, I am going to go celebrate my victory with some skankin'!

I AM 85% PUNK ROCK!
85% PUNK ROCK
I am PUNK AS FUCK! The model punk. I care not for anything. I kick ass, but probably smell really bad.
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God you can tell I am bored to bo.... [Sep. 20th, 2004|04:42 pm]
'~*Tezabell*~'
[* i * Am * Feeling * || |chipperchipper]
[* i * Am * Hearing * || |Sick of it All - Ze Distillers]

Last person you sawClaire :)
Last person you huggedChantal
Last person you kissedHa...Grant
Last person who IMed youhuh?
Last food you ateGreek bastard Salad... Dieting is f-u-n
Last drink you hadWater... Yet again *woo* to the dieting
Last movie you watchedAmerican History X
Last tv show you sawCorrie, baby!
Favorite ColorPiiiiiink (It's FavoUrite to US tosser)
Favorite FoodYer' Mum (and Toffe Crisp Yoghuert...where did they go?) :'(
Favorite SodaSOOOODAAAA!! Is this American? I don't care what 'soda' as long as there's Vodka in it
Best FriendDon't do that to meee! Everyoneee :D
Boyfriend/GirlfriendBeg yer pardon? I don't have one :'(
Favorite TeacherMrs. Morris...*insane scotch*
Last phone callMoi little Kaysi-poo's :) :)
Hottest guy friendNooooo-one *cough*Gaz*cough*
Favorite Bands No Comply * Rancid * Capdown
Favorite SongTime Bomb | Rancid
Favorite Disney movieAladdin
Favorite Disney SongBe our Guest!
Current CrushNoooo-one ;)
Last time you talked to your crushStop asking me aboot my 'crush'

CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!
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Think about your death every God-damn day... [Sep. 14th, 2004|04:48 pm]
'~*Tezabell*~'
[* i * Am * Feeling * || |amusedamused]
[* i * Am * Hearing * || |Agnostic Front - Crucified]

Oooh guess phwat children, Tezwa gets to take AS-Level History and Psychology, instead of all those shit, pointless subjects like R.E, P.S.E, and P.E, yes boys and girls, I don't have to take P fookin E.

Up Yaws matey!

 

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There is nothing more for me, I need the end to set me free [Sep. 14th, 2004|11:14 am]
'~*Tezabell*~'
[* i * Am * Feeling * || |distresseddistressed]
[* i * Am * Hearing * || |Only the chirps of happy A-Level students :(]

Dearie me, for once (sarcasm there children) I am not a happ'ar bunn'ar.
Received a beautiful e-mail informing me on everything dear Grant has been getting up to with his new "proper fit" girlfriend.
Took great pleasure (yes, sarcasm again) to reading everything (yes it is everything...already) they've done together. I wouldn't give a toss if Grant had told me from the start that he didn't give a shit about me and would get over me easily, but he fed me all this emotional bullshit that really screwed my head up, when I already had to deal with the small problem of me moving in less than a week.
He made me feel guilty for the decision I made even thought I had nothing to apologise for, he got my closest friends involved in the whole situation, he shouted, he made me feel bad, he tells me that "We were the closest thing he'd ever had" And then two weeks later he's shacked up with someone else. He caused me all this unnecessary aggravation, and for what? A big fook all that's what.
I would have some empathy toward him if he was actually upset with my departure but he seems to be loving the fact I'm not there, why couldn't he have been like that from the start? Instead of acting like he's in a Shakespearian Melodrama? Making me feel like shit when I had no reason to?
Then he tells everybody not to inform me on his new woman, why I ask? Is he that arrogant that he thinks I'll be distraught? No, it's because he knows exactly what I know: He didn't give a flying fuck about me ending it, he just made a big deal out of it because he's a pathetic little drama queen and he knew I'd realise that he was bullshitting all along. It took him no time to get over me and to move on to something better.
All that 'emotional torment' he burdened Kelly with, who then told me all of it was complete attention seeking lies and bollocks.
So now I'm sitting here, I feel like shit, Grant never gave a toss about me, he wasn't bothered in the slightest, I told everybody that he was just being dramatic, but he managed to convince them to convince me otherwise....Now I feel like a COMPLETE FOOL.
How am I meant to feel now? I thought Grant genuinely cared, and it reassured me and built some confidence up that I wasn't a complete loser with boys. But now I know the truth, and yes it hurts, but at least I know that I AM a loser with boys and NONE of them will EVER care.
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I say we line them all up, and then we gun them all down [Sep. 13th, 2004|04:55 pm]
'~*Tezabell*~'
[* i * Am * Feeling * || |aggravatedaggravated]
[* i * Am * Hearing * || |No Comply - Veronica Decides To Die]

Well. Here I am. In school. In Jersey. Fun.
I don't really have anything to report, me being in the land of the gay of course.
Went out on Friday, was a very anti-climax experience.
Usually I would be at the Duke, then Cubes...yes it wasn't what you would call the high life, but it was my mine, and I enjoyed it.
Went down to 'le Frigate maaaaaate' for 5 hours of 'vokka' fuelled f-u-n.
Oh how I enjoyed walking through gail-force winds, being accosted by cretinous foreignors who shouldn't even be on this island as they probably arrived here illegally in a rubber dingy.
Yeh.
Anywho, it's my birthday soon, woo fookin' hoo.
Grant's got a new bird, didn't take him long to 'get over me'. All of two weeks. Blimey I knew he was fickle but that's really taking the piss.
Anyway I am of course not 'boverd' in the slightest and I'm looking forward to going 'on the pull'
Yet again, all I'm saying is Yeh.
Well children chat to you all laterrrs
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SHIT - THE - BED [Sep. 7th, 2004|09:21 am]
'~*Tezabell*~'
[* i * Am * Feeling * || |angryangry]
[* i * Am * Hearing * || |Nothing, my new school is GAY]

I'm in Jersey, those tossers who have the cheek to call themsleves my parents moved me back here...with two weeks notice!
This is the WORST thing that has ever happened to me, I've been suddenly torn away from everything I love. I had never been so happy...and then they do this, send me back to a place I deteste, and for what? I don't think me not completing school-work and being a typical teenager is a reason to keep shipping me off every five minutes. Especially half-way through my GCSE's. It shows how fucking incompeteent they acctually are that they have to trap me and weaken me to get me to comply to there petty rules. Well... it's not fooking going to happen, they're already breaking me down to tears and it's only been a week and I've decided I am not going to let myself be subjected to all this parental bollocks they smother me with
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